He was buried under school! I haven’t been able to see him in a while, which makes me sad sometimes, but I’m busy too so I don’t have a lot of time to dwell upon it. We went out to lunch two weeks ago and I watched him play tennis this afternoon. It’s frightening how amazing he is at tennis. Great court coverage for someone so tall and gangly. He’s astounding. Truly.
You baffle me so. You speak of healing and the unknown, well told horrors of unrequited love, yet you caused such a pain but months ago. Can you not see? Or, were you too intent on leaving your mark upon my heart that you did not care whether it was a scar or a kiss?
Oh, but darling, my heart was full of love. It was bursting at the seams; leaping off my sleeve. I was so eager to give it to you completely. And, yet you cast it away like the morning paper. So, I did change my focus, and now it has left you sad. I could see it in your very eyes!
Heh. Coffee sometime, darling? I can’t wait to show you my new journal!
Hi, I’m Emily and I’m finally home after being out of the house since 6:12 am. I was up at five this morning. Dressed, showered, and ready for work. Saturday morning shifts are kind of my deal. I love it. Stopped off at Starbucks and made a soldier smile. Woo! Worked a six and a half hour shift. Drove to Eldo to drop something off for Cathy. Watched Doug, Kevin, and John Christopher play. I didn’t get to see Ryan play, but he won his match, so that’s good! Zoom, running errands. Then a quick bible study / anatomy study up. Solo study party. Woot, woot! Visited Ran at the diner and we went to B&N after she closed. I got a journal! YAY. It’s perfect! Small, green, no lines, and thick, uneven pages. Perfect for scribbles, doodles and God notes. So down for this! Church tomorrow. I’m going to meet Daniel’s pastor. I’m a little nervous because he’s such a spiritual leader, but I think I’ll be fine. Work afterwards. Then perhaps a study party or work out. Perhaps.
NOW TIME FOR SCRIBBLES.
PS. My new workout shirt came in the mail today. PURPLE, AWWWYISSS. I haven’t played tennis in four days, nor have I done any working out or weights. Laggin’ it because I’ve been sick. Must start pickin’ up the slack!
Congrats, babies! :D
Totally dominated today.
I’m so proud of you! Keep kickin’ some serious butt!
what happened between you and doug?
You were exactly what I wanted, but not what I needed.
You were poisonous, the way you loved so passionately then not at all.
I did love you because God led me to you. But, you walked away without a second thought just as God said you would. Tell me, darling, how can I feel healed by love when you were the one that caused this wound?
6 and who
6. I’ve slept through the night with several people; however, they were all forced upon me for a specific reason (MET2 shows ergo we’re cramped together, sleep overs, strategic planning before lake trip, slumber party before all day Disneyland affair, etc.). There is only one person that I’ve slept through the night with because we just both wanted to be there was Douglas Leon Edwards.